leave me be;

moved to etremanque.tumblr.com, a blog shared with my sister. it will contain less of personal meandering and more of concrete things and important things. things we need to share via the internet, since face-to-face is no longer an option.

can’t find my drink;

!) on this emerald hill is brilliant. the mash up was a little awkward, because the emphasis was very much on the coffin is too big for the hole and not so much on emily of emerald hill, but that’s to be expected. it’s understandable I suppose, emily is better known after all.

@) I wish so so so very much that I could be good at science. I don’t want to end up a self-indulgent fool who spends her time either typing out vacuous essays or commenting fruitlessly on irrelevant happenings or worse, other people’s essays. and arts at the rate it’s going is quickly descended into that mosh pit of disaster. if only if only if only.

#) also I can’t write anymore. anything at all. it’s not flowing.

$) my mother is the best. (: macadamia nut ice cream for dessert tomorrow!

%) which is a good reminder that I should run tomorrow. I’m going to balloon at this rate if I keep eating and loafing.

don’t you worry;

fast approaching is the day;

focus, anne. focus focus focus.

tomorrow’s coming;

when did we all grow up?

laura

I don’t know laura. I really don’t know. but we have, and we can only move forward.

last months in RGS. EYAs, options, Prelims, Os. then JC already. one hurdle at a time.

you’re gonna come back around;

maybe by ingrid michaelson has been helping me through these few days leading up to the party for my sister. I think we’re all going to be okay. maybe not more, definitely not less; so okay that these months and years away from each other will pass without too much sadness. yes. with my God by my side and my family around me and my sister just a What’s App away, this is going to be okay.

the only way to really know // is to really let it go.

another thing: the singing/poetry tributes went fine. thank goodness. hopefully cara’s recording is okay and didn’t pick up my squicky errors because it’s going to be on the interwebs. and once it’s on the interwebs, it’ll never come off.

words like knives;

1) shopping with decisive buyer and brain buddy cara, slower-but-accomodating xiaohan and lovely-and-fortuitous-tag-along yun teng was really nice. I can’t wait to give my teachers these epic presents.

2) I think God puts people into my day to remind me of Things. sarah giam, I’m talking about you. forgot to blog about it that day, but yes. talking with you was lovely and you’re going to do really really well for prelims and a levels and everything and life. I know it!

3) my sister’s leaving soon. I’m permanently stuck between a :O and a D: for the moment.